Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Turning a new leaf,

Hello everyone,

Ahh it's been awhile and I know I deleted my olds blogs for my own personal reasons. It's been literally months since I've blogged. Life lately has been going up and down..mostly down. There was moments where I turned to my left and none of my friends or family was there and I turned to the left my girlfriend wasn't there. I've got to admit that it sucked big time to go through that. I was super depressed and no one even knew, but I thank those who weren't there for me cause that just made me stronger as an individual person.

I am more than proud to say that I am and my life is finally turning a new leaf...a new page in my life. I understand that I have to let go of the past to see the future that I have to work on today.

When absolutely no one was there for me guess who was? Of course my USANA family. No wonder I love USANA so much and I know from the day I signed up and until I die I will always be proud of being in USANA and being part of Team [NE]2 especially Team Legendz.

Just quick updates on what's going on with my life. Family wise it's been great lately not too much conflict going on around us. Financial wise, it's doing good bit could be a lot better! Relationship wise, well, ehh, I guess were okay..could be a lot lot better. We'll see how things turn out in about a month or so. School wise, I think I'll be taking few online classes on spring semester or that depends on how motivated I am. Social wise? Well doing a lot better now, but seems like I'm losing one close friend after another..oh well, it's life people cone and go, only the important ones stick around. 

If I had a wish for christmas it would be I wish that people had more time for me. I guess time now a days are hard to come by, especially for people who are going to school or have a job, must sucks butt. Thank god I will not ever hve to go through that and if I ever get a job it's just to satisfy my parents & not so much about the money.

ULTIMATE SUPER SATURDAY ON SATURDAY!!! Bout to be hella crazy & busy. I'll prolly take 2k pictures there and at the party I'm going after that, haha. 

Anyways I think this is long enough, an it's super late (3:37am) I need sleep. Goodnight!

Take care y'all,

Sunday, November 8, 2009

19 years,

Hello Everyone,

19 years...kind of weird number or age. Nothing really happens when you're 19. It's not like Im legal to drink or anything, just another year added onto my life. There are a lot of things to be grateful for in life, but I failed to see that and appreciate it. It's amazing how much a simple greeting of "Happy Birthday" lifted up my mood. We have a lot to be thankful for, but we fail to appreciate what we have because we're too focused on what we dont have. I never felt so much love and connection with my USANA family Legendz 'till tonight. I'm sorry for the people I hurt when I was too focused on what I want and what I dont have. I really truly appreciate you especially my family, usana family, bestfriend & girlfriend. I cannot imagine where I would be in life without them. Today I thought my birthday was the worst one ever, but when I stopped to really analyze things around me I came to a conclusion that this might just be the best birthday ever. Yes, there weren't any big party, but who needs it when you have your love ones around you? Yes, I didnt get a lot of gifts, but who needs it when God gives us every day a gift to live another day.

I'd like to thank you guys for always being there for me through darkness and sunshine. I love you guys. Thanks for reading.


Friday, October 16, 2009

Happy 50th birthday padre,

Hello Everyone,

Ahh, been quite awhile since I blogged. Life has been going up and down lately. Sure, its been more down that up, but what if theres a decline theres an incline. I've been in and out of my usana mode lately. I don't really know what's causing me to doubt myself so much than ever before. I havent hit a single goal that I set in mere 9 months in the company, three more months and it'll be my 1st year anniversary with the company and I'm pretty damn focused and determined to hit high goals the next three months. I just need to take baby steps, every journey starts with a step.

School...ugh! well, I emailed the Adult School office in hopes that I would get an update on my status on finishing my high school credits and get the diploma. Life hit hard when they told me that I still have a year left in school and I need 72.5 credits. I dont understand why I still need so much credits after finishing and catching up with most of my credits last year in Independent studies and part of adult school. Im really coming into a final decision to just pursue my high school diploma later on.

My parents are forcing me to get a job, but theyre bugging me about getting some kind of my own money and job experience. I think im caving in and really interested in finding a job. Well I can justify why I would want to get a job versus sticking to being full time in USANA. Firstly, I need multiple streams of income and in this case thats my USANA business and a part time job. Secondly, I need more market..warm market. Third reason is that I dont excel when im given a lot of time to accomplish things. I usually do better in last minute situation or what they call me as a miracle worker. Fourthly, I just steady money...while still early in my usana business.

What else should I talk about? oh! my girlfriend. It's been what? 47 days being together and I've seen her about 6 times and never even been on our first date yet. She didnt visit me when I got injured, got sick oh & when I reinjured my foot. She flaked on me about 4-5 times now & yet I love her very oh so much. Why? well, love is blind. Hahaha! just kidding. Although we've had our share of mishaps in our relationship regarding lack of "us" time, but I dont know...I'm sorry, but I just have a different feeling. Maybe because of our history? or maybe because of how she accepts me for me and sees me for me and loves me for me and doesnt ask much from aside from love, loyalty & understanding. It's been a mini rollercoaster 47 days with her, but as with any relationship we all fuss over something, if were not then that means you guys dont love each other.

Im fairly sad to say that my relationship with my bestfriend has been fading lately. I just recently got mad at her for going off on me the other night. So the result is me ignoring her texts for about day and half. I dont know, its so much different now...I try.. i really try to talk to her, but its different now that shes super busy and have her friends of her own and talking to all these guys. & for me having my girlfriend and actually not liking her anymore. I dont know, I miss her. I miss talking to her about the randomest things, asking her to tell me bedtime stories at night, sing me to sleep, vchatting till we fall asleep, sleeping on the phone, walks to logan in the morning, random eat out & mac n cheese dinner. I miss you best.

Family wise...I cant ask for much really, were getting along and everyone's happy and jolly. Or maybe not happy, but content. My mom and dad arent fussing about money & that is such a big relief for me.

Anyways, Ill end the blog here now. By the way, I start day 1 tomorrow of USANA shake transformation program and P90x workout! woohoo! super excited to get sore! Thanks for taking your time to read my lame blogs.

Take care 'all


Sunday, October 11, 2009

Why the power of two?

why two?

1. There's two of us
2. We have two classes together
3. English two
4. Split my heart in two
5. Took two years before we got together
6. Oh yeah! its during period two
7. Begging for an hour or two
8. She had two boyfriends before me ever since we met

Tell me that's not sick.

The power of two,

It started in English two
When love struck me & you,
Room 510 is the location
Where you & I made observation,
Anxiously waiting for English two
For my day isn't complete without you,
Left side, 3rd row & 4 seats away from the window
Sight of you makes me feel jello,
Fifty four minutes just admiring you
Homework & classwork are over due,
Period two is over
But we have the next class together,
7 minutes without you
Is like splitting my heart in two,
Room 124 is the location
Where I realized our complication,
I was available, but you were taken
I stumble for my love was mistaken,
Two years later, I stand before you
Happy together but begging for an hour or two.

-Adrian de Jesus

Monday, September 14, 2009


Hello everyone,

Ahh, so its been about two weeks now. So far so good & only complain id have is we dont see each other enough. It's all good though. It's all understanding. Ive fallen and falling for you more than I expected. I like it...I love it & im in love with you, but something tells me that you're still holding back on me. Idk, maybe its just me or something, but we'll see as time goes on. I think I may be trying a little too hard, but who knows? for now its you and me and the everyone else. ;]


Thanks for reading!


Monday, August 10, 2009

Adrian & Rani survey,

1. What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?
A: Vanilla & Cookies n Creme
R: coookies & cremeee

2. Cable or Satellite?
A: cable just because I have no idea whats the benefits of the satellite.
R: cable

3. Favorite video game?
A: counter strike 1.6 & Resident Evil games & Gran Turismo
R: kingdom heaaarts ! & need for speed

4. Do you have to sleep with a fan on at night?
A: If its hot & if my dad wont turn on the ac!
R: yeah, its always on, to keep the air moving in my room

5. Your feelings on global warming?
A: We're doomed, hahaha.
R: I know right.

6. Do you still have a VCR somewhere?
A: VC..what?
R: @Adrian you dnt knw what a vcr is ?!?!?!

7. Been on a sailboat?
A: Nope!
R: Nope!

8. Two of your best friends are fighting. Your reaction?
A: cant be...there's only one!
R: depends.

9. Home Depot or Lowes?
A: Lowes
R: Home depot

10. Beer or Hard Liquor?
A: Neither
R: Same, neither

11. Best movie you’ve seen recently?
A: transformers 2
R: transformers 2

12. Would you walk across broken glass for $100?
A: No thank you, keep it. Ask best or something.
R: No thanks. ill earn 100 some other way

13. Your feelings on dolphins?
A: dolphins > sharks
R: their awesome

14. Would you ever rob a bank?
A: Hahaha only if im with best.
R: If I werent to get caught.

15. Would you ever consider friends with benefits?
A: Mm, sure something different?
R: my first bf, cause we didnt want to be together at the time, but then were like friends with benefits, idk we were young. idk if id do that.

16. What kind of digital camera do you have?
A: canon & sony & kodak
R: canon

17. Can you fall asleep with your eyes open?
A: Hahaha, wtf? no.
R: Are you even sleeping?

18. Winter or Summer?
R: Winter!

19. Your ex’s car breaks down and they ask you for a lift. Your response?
A: uhm, id help them. its been awhile i think all our heat are gone. should be.
R: sorry, i dnt drive

20. Your feelings on Britney?
A: she was the bomb until she kept oops doing it again.
R: shes whatever

21. Do you go to the gym regularly?
A: Gym's scam!!!
R: Nope

22. Ever play with model trains?
A: haha i always wanted to when i was younger but it was out of budget
R: nope

23. You’ve just bought a new house. What color will you paint the walls in the living room?
A: maroon or burgundy
R: i was going to say maroon. teal maybe. or light green.

24. Best subject in school?
A: Lunch
R: If lunch was a subject.

25. What are your goals for this year?
A: Hit Emerald at the end of the year. Turn 19. Earn my diploma. Make best happy everyday.
R: start 1st half gooood, get my permit, and idk. other stufff, make butt happy

26. Do you spread false rumors about people just for the hell of it?
A: Not me, buddy.
R: Nope

27. Do you consider yourself religious?
A: Not because of own will, but to keep my dad happy. I can be though. <3 simbang gabi.
R: Yes.

28. Internet Explorer or Firefox?
A: firefox. IE can go to hell.
R: firefooox, IE sucks.

29. Ever play online poker?
A: yes, lost hella money.
R: yes.

30. For real money?
A: Yes.
R: Nope.

31. Describe the first house you lived in.
A: I dont even remember, sorry. Next!
R: ): brown, old, and hooooomey

32. Do you want to kick someone in the face right now?
A: Nope.
R: lol nooo.

33. Favorite sport to watch?
A: Basketball, hands down.
R: yeah.

34. You see someone running around naked in the street. Your reaction?
A: scarred for life! lmfao x_x
R: yiiiiiiiikes! scarred for life, run away.

35. How much syrup do you put on your waffles and/or pancakes for breakfast?
A: as much as i can
R: whenever i think its enough

36. Favorite junk food?
A: chocolates.
R: chips.

37. Bottled water. Yes or no?
A: if possible, always.
R: yeeeeeees, <3

38. Do you have a lot of candles in your room?
A: not one.
R: only one special one

39. Are the files in your computer well organized or all over the place?
A: Very well organized.
R: Nope, but not entirely my fault.

40. Are there dogs barking in your neighborhood right now?
A: Nope
R: Nope

41. Where would you most like to be right now?
A: late night adventure with ugly.
R: id like to be on my bed right now.

42. Do you own a sleeping bag?
A: yes, wanna borrow it best?
R: yes.

43. UFC. Entertaining or stupid?
A: entertaining for most, seems stupid for me.
R: entertaining but its watever

44. Favorite reality show?
A: real world?
R: i dnt have a favorite reality show

45. What was the first CD you ever bought?
A: never bought a cd ;] <3 kazaa & limewire
R: uhm, first cd i think i bought was like one of those now cd, i think it was like now 14

46. Are all infomercials completely pointless?
A: not all, i find them rather entertaining at like 3 am.
R: i dont watch tv

47. Who are you voting for in 2008?
A: Obama, all day.
R: mhmmm

48. If money was no object, what car would you drive?
A: Bugatti Veyron, hands down.
R: i dont even know.

49. Last 5 played songs in your Itunes playlist?
A: Feel good medley x5, hahaha
R: last night, need you bad, mj mix, walking on the moon, sunriseto sunset

50. Was this survey random enough for you?
A: yes, especially question 16. lmao.
R: haha yeah, i didnt even notice it was 50questions